School’s final is finally over. I think I did well on most of the tests, except for mathematic. That doesn’t count because everyone know I’m terrible at numbers. Anyway, turns out the school gives us a holiday. Just one-fucking-holy-day. I know I should have gone somewhere, but friends seem busy so I’ll just keep you updated :b So while I’m not blogging, life has been really-really busy. There’s been weeks of fights, months of confusion on what major and university I should choose, preparation for the national exams, doing this yearbook thingy with friends, As you can see, it’s all about school. Back in the past, I will yapping around about how I hate to be busy with school stuff, but now? I can’t really complain about anything since there’s not much time left to feel this way ever again. Only a few more weeks and I will no longer go to that lame school. That lame school that have made me me. This is the school where I meet so many beloved people, learn a lot of good and bad things, learn about love and friendship. Discover a lot of new things, it’s already like my second home.

There’s no way I’m gonna leave school easily. I admit there are times when I wish I could burn the school, times when I only feel like skipping school, but then how can I not love my school? For God’s sake, I’ve been there all my life! I think I can even go there with my eyes closed. The end of school’s final is truly a wakeup call for me. I’ve always wished to take my ass out of school, but when the times finally come, I can only hope this is just a dream, that I will still wake up tomorrow, going to school and it’s still the first day of high school. I’m more than willing to face thousands and hundred more high-school-dramas, to have a fight with those annoying teachers, I would if I could. I will miss everything about my school. Its’ basketball court, its lame facilities, its canteen (and the food!), and every single side on it. I will miss my annoying teachers, my awesome friends, my basketball team, the boys' basketball team ( which was one of the most awesome team ever existed in our school!), my juniors and seniors. I will miss times I spent with my boyfriend at school.  I will miss the gossips, dramas, acting like a moron, staying up till late doing projects, organizing events together, going on field trips,  I will miss every single competitions, cheating on test(s), the parties we had, every hangouts…I will miss ignoring teachers while they teach, not doing homework and crying on the nights before mathematic test. I will miss hearing those stupid jokes, stupid high school jokes :’)

I’m excited to leave, but there’s this part of me that don’t want to let go. Or maybe I’m just afraid to lose this precious bond, and moments, and people that I love. Yeah, I know I’ve bumped into a phase where I can only cherish all the moments that left in front of me.

P.s : To whoever in my school, if you’re reading this at the moment, I love you, I will always love you, and our school. Please don’t ever change.

I know this is a bit sentimental, feel free to wipe.